Mar 07 2009
I am scared for my self. ~ All I Want is Happiness.
I have always been strong… in the past weeks I am depressed, hateful, and mean ….at work i am so stressed out…. alot has changed in my life and I am not dealing with it well….
GOD helps those who help themselves, I’ve did this plenty of times and it just don’t work.
I’m nothing in this world, I don’t even know the reason God born me in this world, in this place. Never mind that, I don’t want to be rich. My life is pathetic but apart from all this I just want to be happy with my life, I cant find anything that also makes me happy because I’ve always been so low. So why doesn’t God give me this, I’m not asking for money or to be a rich man I just want happiness in this world. He knows I’ve also had severe depression and yet it seems like he don’t care, I know prayers don’t happen just overnight but I’ve waited for so long.
